[12:19 AM] Purple KPP “@valentine_yamam: Today Kyary-chan came to have some touch-ups done too 💕 We made it purple-y!! Thanks 💗💗 @pamyurin”
You say you love me but I don’t understand. Why you can’t just put more trust in me? I’ve overlooked and forgotten your corrupted past. I still accepted you and met you as a new person and I lay my heart out for you to nurture and care for. I have trust in you but why can’t you do the same? Why do you let your friends’ first-time judgment of me cloud your own judgment? No matter how many times I explain myself you don’t seem to listen. It is getting so difficult for me because you always doubt that I will run off and do disloyal things behind your back while you are away.
Being with you made me lose friends, and I was okay with that. I lost connections with wonderful, caring, insightful people, I lost my spiritual community, my health, and I thought it wouldn’t matter because I have you. I was okay, but now I am not so sure.
Who do you think I am. If these passive-aggressive accusations do not stop, I don’t think I can hold on any longer. My tolerance is running thin and I will not let my self-confidence and self-trust be destroyed because of your destructive paranoia.